Why I Cried

i look through rush for you

i look through the crowd to catch a glimpse of you

i remember when you were young, i was young, in love, we were young

i remember when we were lost, out of focus, still and numb

i used to be your life, be your love, or i guess i was naive

i used to think we were something that would last, be alive

i fell for your charm, all the tricks, hard in love from the start

i fell for the words, promises you never kept, broke my heart

i let go of the past, apologiesed for mistakes i never made

i let go of the lies, although i cried all night, alone and afraid

i walked through the pain alone

i walked through the rain back home

i slept in the cold bed

i slept with my old ted

you drank up my soul with the beer

you pushed when i came near

i fall back, i pray you, i was sincere 

i fall back, breath gone, i wont fear

i ask you to see me cry, please stop

i ask you to look above ill be hanging from the top